Choices

I don't always like who I see
Reflected in the mirror
I don't know who I used to be
And I don't wanna be him tomorrow

I wouldn't exist at all
Without mistakes he's made
And all the ones he's still making
Even today

If I could change him
It would be the death of me
Would I even know you now
Who would I be?

I live with the choices I made
They're the only thing I know
I'm still standing here today
'Cause I can't let them go

If I let them slip away
There'd be nothing left to hold
I can see it clear as day
Even if I don't agree

He might not have this bad back
He might have a PhD
But he wouldn't know you
And he wouldn't be me

The more I think about him
The more forgiving I am of me
Who's to say who should be here
I like who I've turned out to be

I live with the choices I made
They're the only thing I know
I'm still standing here today
'Cause I can't let them go

If I let them slip away
There'd be nothing left to hold
I can see it clear as day
Even if I don't agree